Thursday, June 29, 2006.


ever had a day when all sorts of crap seem to happen to you at the same time?

oooh yes.

I HAD SUCH A MORNING.

and this is my rant.

i woke up at 6.30 this morning. to me, that is frigging early. people who know me well enough will know that i usually have trouble waking up at 9.
so basically, the intention was to reach school by 8 to print the TV proposal and bind it. and then go for class after that.

was contemplating if i should bring the lappy. well, thank God i did!

but things don't always happen the way you planned them to.

i came to school only to realize that the labs and library opens at 8.30. some of you may be thinking that i could have gone to the cyber centre right? well, it opens at 9!

so i waited. and some kuku brain cells of mine decided that i should go to the mac lab to print it. turns out that the alignment of my proposal ran and everything just went wrong. the worst thing was i got someone else into trouble as well.
minqi had to print her proposal too. and since i had a MC for yesterday and today, i could have let her print first. but noooo, tammy didn't think of that at that point of time. WHYWHYWHY!!

jdskfjsafhuweif *&*%%$$ djfeurwoq

so now she has to get an MC and probably some part of her grade deducted as well.
i know she'll probably never read this and people who read this will think i'm such an arse.
but babe, i'm so so so so so sorry ...
and yes, i was so flustered and frustrated that i behaved like an arse ...

.....


in the end, i still ended up printing it at the library. whatthepok.
i felt so frigging flustered and frustrated. no point crying over spilled milk. yes yes. but still. GAAAAAHH!

called the nemo and boohooed.
thanks for not reprimanding me for being so last minute. i know you probably wanted to but thanks for being considerate and keeping it to yourself. muchlove <3

the soft copy of the proposal has been sent to miss chee
and i have printed the hard copy and marked the script.


but i have never felt any worse and guilty ....

sigh.


i really really really need to snap out of this last minuteness.


` ♥ 11:03 AM

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i always tell myself that i will go blog about something when i get back, but i never get down to doing it.

and since these 'must-blogs' have accumulated for a while, i don't remember all that i want to blog. GRR.

finally, after procrastinating for a relatively long time, the TV proposal is finally done. YAYNESS! (:
thank God the fishie helped me with my radio script on monday night. i didn't realize that audio pro was on tuesday. screams.
i'm almost done with this semester and i still don't know my timetable. tsktsk.

there were many funny conversations these past few days.

i remembered asking jasmine about colors. oh mansss.
HAHA!
a happy blue?
(( :

and yes. FINAALLLY. the mommy's home! ((: this is extreme yayness. (:

I FINALLY GET HOME COOKED FOOOOD without the risk of food poisoning.

i do realize that all my thoughts are like splatters of random bits.
indication that it's bedtime.


i soooo need to break out of this late-minute disease.


` ♥ 1:10 AM

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Friday, June 23, 2006.


its gonna be 3 more days till the mommy comes home. and i finally got my arse down to cleaning the house.

well, the fact that my brother doesn't do the dishes and help clean up isn't comforting at all.

oh goodness gracious. the MESS.

all's well now (:

mr. nemo woke me up this morning, shocking me with the fact that CDS and Electives selection starts today. so basically, i woke up and everything was in a horrible mess.

CDS! Electives! Oh good Lord. I have no idea what to take. GOODNESS! The girls are not up yet! -frantically phones Jas, Xinya and Karmen. AHHHH! CDS! Piggie! Oh dear. Carrot. No! CDS. NO! Carrot!! URGH.

and so it is. social psycho followed by broadcast performance. i'm keeping my fingers crossed.

it's amazing how i survived the whole day eating junk. haha!
beef jerky.
rice dumpling.
coco pops.
coffee.
beef jerky.
strawberry yogurt drink.

i'm still contemplating if i should fix some pasta for dinner. i know i'm plain lazy. but i absolutely hate washing up.

in the meanwhile, this is going to be so darn random. but, heck.

MY mommy AND daddy came for ALLL of my dance and drama performances too. since i was a kid. AHA!
they videotape and photograph every single special precious moment of my growing up years.
the truth is that is no big deal because every child is special in the eyes of their folks. and every parent, when given a chance, will do that for their children.

no matter what i choose to do, i'm convinced that my folks will be proud of me. (:
every parent will be proud of their kiddo.


PHEW. there, i got it off my chest. i'm over and done with that issue a long time ago. just that, i've been resisting the temptation to blog that chunk for the longest time ever. and i don't see why i can't.

my poly days will be the best days and time of my life (:
and did i ever mention that i have never climbed over gates until i got to TP?
tsktsk.
what a funny disgrace.

(:


` ♥ 10:03 PM

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Monday, June 19, 2006.


im back into the blogging madness again.
the freedom of writing what i want.

and feeling stupid about being all so melodramatic thereafter. gah.

i woke up duper early this morning to go sun myself. but turned out it poured forever.
so the conversation went:

b: "the sun's coming out. i can feel the heat"
t: "erm. but it's raining."
b: "a while more. sun's coming out already."
-silence-
t: "i think we're getting drenched in the rain."

HAHA.

i. need. to. sun tan. must. sun. tan. ):

oh yes. i finally went to the doctor regarding the stupidly depressing scars on my legs. the cream's 30 buckeroos. WOOT. it better work.

damn you mossies.


fresh start
new job
new slip ons

NUM's my sugar high.


` ♥ 7:30 PM

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